so after over 5 years of giving myself to everyone else around me, I am finally doing something for me. Going back to school for art is scary though, and I am very rusty. The joy of sitting and devoting time to myself and just drawing is coming back to me, but more slowly than I had hoped. I realized as I sat for at least 2 hours before my first assignment my creativity is stunted and I need it to blossom again. Thank you all to the amazing artists I see on this sight. You have inspired me when I was empty and filled me with hope that one day I can feel as comfortable with my art as I used to.